Being Stephen Cook

i win

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 08:42:42 GMT

http://www.carsales.com.au/pls/carsales/!cs_content.competitions

red sauce in pink bottles..

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 12:52:14 GMT

for now i think ill be posting my blog on www.myspace.com/mepoes so if your still readying me and just being secrative about it then you can come and see it their. otherwise im posting this for myself and waisting me time!! lol anyway im off.

a proper update coming soon

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 15:03:14 GMT

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 12:37:03 GMT

well ive been working every day at media screens. im still a contractor atm and matt was saying its best not to have discussions about rates and full time work untill he has left in a week and a half, untill im more valuable to their. ill basically be their main employee. my finger is still bleeding from the electrical burn that i got while reparing the capacitor on my camera battery charger. :( i need to get it looked at but just simply havent had the time to get to the docs. to me i would think i would need a few stiches just to close up the wound. ive keeped it wraped in bandages thou, hopefully it begins to heal.

kamakazi

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 14:33:19 GMT

what a kiss means:

*Kiss on the stomach-----"lets do it"
*Kiss on the Forehead ----"i hope we're together forever"
*Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny"
*Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
*Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
*Kiss on the Neck ---"we belong together"
*Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
*Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"

What the gesture means...
*Holding Hands ---"we definitely love each other"
*Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
*Holding on tight ---"i don't want to let go"
*Looking into each other's Eyes ---"i just plain love you"
*Playing with Hair ---"Tell me you love me"
*Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
*Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you"

--Advice--
* Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
*If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.

22nd birthday

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 14:08:57 GMT

hey all who still reads my exploits.
its my 22nd birthday today.
life starts now! lol
night all.
muwa

bit of a blue period

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 12:00:36 GMT

ive been really good recently, just starting to feel a bit down the last few days. uni problems with the short film, not hearing back from my frankston friends about my birthday dinner. brenton cant come but im seeing him sunday arvo and we might go to the movies. ontop of that mikey was hurt on the weekend and now has a bacteial infection in his leg. just makes me a little sad cuzz i used to be their to look after him and now i cant. kinda just feeling a bit lonely recently. i think ill be ok in a few days or so.

fasion again

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 11:07:02 GMT

its been a busy week and its still going, recently i have been filming alot of fashion shows at the exibishion center, melbourne town hall and the stkilda city baths. its been great fun yet very tireing. today i spend the whole day in coberb filming for our short film. i think it went pritty well and we got some good shots. mikeys power supply blew up last night so i went around to his place to fix it with a new one.
im really to tired atm to write.. :(
just need to get some sleep now
night

the washing machine

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 08:03:52 GMT

guess im kinda a bit annoyed about it all tonight, dont get me wrong im greatful for andys help delivering it to me. i left the washing machine in port melbourne as i didnt need it at the time and figgured mikey, nat and daniel still need one so ill do the right things and let them use it untill they want to leave when i can organise to sell it before that time. during this period nat/daniel broke it by overloading it with something heavy and nat told me repeatedly that she/they would get it fixed. yet they moved out and didnt do anything about it. so thanks for that! now their is water all over my carpet and floor and i have no towels left as i used it all to mop up the water. great.. dads coming over tonight to take a look. he sounded pritty pissed off about it himself.

my day

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 07:46:02 GMT

well i worked all day today at media screens as i had uni off. i went for lunch at one of my fav fish and chips shops in south melbs where mikey spotted me and we had a chat over some chips and i finished off my cheese burger and coke lol. completed what i was doing at media screens and now its past 5.30 and im home. all of a sudden theirs a big call for me to work their for them so thats great. ive also got to print off some more buisness cards for luke as he has another musician who wants a video done, this time a jazz player.
im heading down to frankston tonight on the train and coming back up early arvo with mum and belinda.
just wanted to say a huge hi to chad in queensland :) hope the weather is clearing up for you bud, big hugs.
anyways off to pack an overnight bag and train it down to frakno... :S

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 07:40:14 GMT

i think some people dont understand the concept of a journal. dont bother posting me nasty comments, as i will delete them was soon as i read them. what i write if for my own use and is a way for me at times to vent my frustraition and other emotions. its your choice to come on to my journal and read it. if you dont like somthing i have to say then talk to me about the issue dont go straight to the abuse crap. its very immature.

all eyes on you

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 12:11:52 GMT

im not really sure what to say right now, just thought i should write so im not forgotten or forget. :) things are much the same, meet some good people and made some nice friends. went auqa biking on saturday on albert park lake. saw the airforce put on an amazing show with their choppers too. been hiring lots of movies, and ive got some more work coming up at media screens so thats great!
anyways update properly soon

the only one who really knew me at all

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 07:02:24 GMT

well ive finished for my collection of the census now, im pritty buggered from all the walking today. i still have to collate them and sort them out and such and get them back to my supervisor but that can wait for a day or 2. i might go see my frankston friends for dinner tonight at some burger place, where if you eat the whole burget in under an hour you get it free. i dont think ill go that one thou as its $25 and ive heard even the huge footy players struggle. dad bought me a frying pan too, so im using it now to cook some chicken breast i might have on a sandwich.
i just feed grettel and big brother. they seem happy enough with eachother althou big brother always seems to be grumpy.. :S

salada

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 11:37:26 GMT

well busy day today, first up uni, then media screens, then more census in the rain. no one seems to be home anymore. i called mikey to see what he wanted to do about his fish over the time he is in camberra. cheaked out his new abode and it was really nice. im jelous :P the fish are here atm in richmond with me. safe and sound. im just going to practice some of my guitar now as theirs not much on the telly and i havent played for a bit cuzz ive been a bit busy. umm plans for the weekend.. well was thinking of going home tomorrow night, might catch up with a friend over the weekend before he goes back to uni in queensland umm apart from that not much.. guess ill just see what happends. i should probably do somthing with candise too, havent seen her in a while and miss her companny.

i just saw the most camp guy on a jetstar add

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 11:19:25 GMT

well ive been around to all the houses in my census area now 2 times. its getting faster now as i can walk past alot of houses as i go around. its just alot more walking now. today i went to uni as usually, had my copyright test that i had been a bit worried about. i think i did ok, lets just say if leigh or tara failed then we all failed :P
i went to the doctors in the arvo because my eyes have been really red recently and the drops i have been using having been working. i hired some more movies and watched "the woodsman". i enjoyed it. im looking forward to twisted tales tonight. it was a really good show last week, showcasing some aussie tallet, more then idle can ever hope for.

saturday night

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 13:39:02 GMT

i went out to dinner tonight to thai silk with some of my new friends, it was cool, then we went to baskin robins down chaple and had some ice cream :) now im back home watching the end of cast away.. wilson has just fallen off the raft.. poor tom hanks.. dont worrie you will be saved soon and will deliver your package.. pitty about your wife who moved on, got married and had a kid thou.
more census collecting tomorrow and then i have to study/look over notes for the copyright test tomorrow..
enough from me for now.

the illustrated family doctor

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 05:11:08 GMT

dad called me last night just before midnight, i had just crawled into bed so it came as a bit of a surprise. he told me belinda had been in a car accident and that he was with her in the alfred hospital. she was ok, just in shock and a bit worse for wear. Her new mitsubishi mirrage has been totaled by another driver. i havent seen it and she can only remember so much of what happend when i spoke to her today. she said she remembers loosing controll and calling dad then waking up in the hospital. i had this feeling that somthing was going to happen i dont know why.
and for some reason the one of the first things i thought when i got of the phone was.. it should have been me..

collateral damage

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 02:42:22 GMT

just got call from vic aids, my counceling starts tonight at 6. im really looking forward to just going their and talking to someone, it gets very lonely here but sometimes i just feel like i want to be alone.

still

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 02:10:16 GMT

im just starting to feel like nothing now, kind of a numbness. feel like my world at the moment is just so mechanical, get up go to uni, do census or not go home sit and do meaninless things and back to bed and all over again.
i keep trying to email the underwater hockey people about joining or trying out the game but they never seem to get back to me. theirs no number on the site to call either!

high fidelity

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 01:56:55 GMT

is it a good idea to watch movies that show me a vision of what i want? that i can relate to? im so sick of feeling down and i want to do anything to get out of this slump, anything but meet random guys.

shake it off

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 06:24:38 GMT

last night steve came over. he knows what im dealing with atm but wants more and i can understand that. but i cant give more atm. he got upset and left. i felt pritty terrible. in some ways i feel like how mikey might feel and hes playing my charictor. wanting somthing he cant have because i cant do it right now. anyway..
i saw mikey for lunch, we walked down to the beach and along the peer where the spirt of tassie docks. we had some lunch at the local cafe down their. its hard seeing him atm and i did get upset when i had to leave. but i did well most of the time. i guess i just get this feeling that if i wasnt around or i wasnt his friend, it wouldnt really affect him at all :( one the positive side of things thou he said he may come to councling with me if it all goes well their and they think its a good idea.
ive been having some really bad head aches the last few days..

hung out to dry

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 03:53:35 GMT

dad called me this morning, reminding me that they were staying up in the city last night. they came over and we went down bridge rd to ufo. i got some more singlets to replace the ones that were stolen from me when i hung them out to dry on the line last week. we then went and got some food from a cafe near coles on church st. its a bit of a werid time atm. im just washing some clothes and dont have plans tonight as yet. im sure ill find somthing to do whether it be with friends of just by my lonesome. ummm yeah, wish i had some more news but i dont really. still getting threw this cold and i really need to start collecting the census forms in port melbourne. if i dont do any today then ill probably start tomorrow morning at some stage.

neighbours

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 08:54:31 GMT

karl and susan are wipeing the slate clean and starting over. how annoying that life doesnt really work the same as in the neighbours world.
im still full of a cold, in one way its good because its blocked my head up from thinking as much about things as i had been. also being assesed for counceling yesterday was really good and she was really positive about things. i find out tuesday when im going in for counceling as they will have a meeting and assess my situation and find who is best suited for me.
its nice to talk to someone who has no opion on things and just lets you talk and think abit deeper on things.

Hard and Soft

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 12:03:57 GMT

sick again, very over it. i dont think this one is going to be to bad ive felt it coming on the last week but keeped it at bay with the vitamins.
Steve droped in after work to see how i was and have a chat which was cool. cooked up some spag bowl which i had yet to do since i had moved here. it was nice having a break from it as i was eating it so much in port melbourne.
i just did my census online. and i urge everyone to do it that way as you wont have someone knocking at your door asking for your forms. besides, to me i would assume its easyer then the written form because it cuts out the unnessary questions as you complete the form. i guess my aim in the next five years is to increase my income level.. still very much on the lower ranks atm.

all the kings horses and all the kings men

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 09:04:00 GMT

ive booked in to see the councelor. im looking forward to dealing with it and talking about it all with someone totaly out of the picture.
on a differnent note thou. whats happened to yasmins getting married? futurama is on instead tonight? did yasmin die? or get over it?
anyways would be nice if someone know to let me know cuzz im a little confused.